Unseen Angels: Since your broke my heart, I had to cut out a new one...

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Since your broke my heart, I had to cut out a new one...

You are the one I saw, the one I saw that perfect night,
Your glimmering eyes were like a stambing claw,
leaving a cut in my heart so deep and tight.
You image standing there was like a angel in the mist,
your outside appearance so beautiful at first,
I figured if I never met you what I'd miss,
but then when I got to know you, you cut my
heart out with hurt.
I cry every single day, thinking about your glimmering eyes,
ignoring the sharp, piercing claws, which leaves my
life in a living sigh.
I tried to gain back the cut up pieces, even tried
with my skin, but no matter how perfect the shape of the
heart was, it didnt at all, fit in.
Now that you have gone away, away from me at last,
I still cry and shed bloody tears, thinking about
what you did in the past.
My heart now seeps out sadness, but yet slowly it mends,
because I fell in love with another person,
a man beyond all men.
I reached out my hand, and cried out to my love,
It is the Lord of all creation I love so much now,
all about Him is perfect love,
a love that is WOW!

Now my heart is back together, because He is the one
that made my heart into a man beyond all men.

2 comments:

Amber said...: That is amazing. I could like feel the hurt but then the "rescue" came and you changed the mood very smoothly but you notice the change. I read your profile and I am very sorry about your mom. I hope you are finding strength in the Lord. It sounds like he is really helping you though. I have a tiny taste of being hurt and betrayed and losing someone but nothing like you have had. Thanks for sharing your heart.

BTW, I fixed the follower thing so now its on there.

Amber; May 27, 2009 at 9:15 AM
Anonymous said...: Wow your poems are beautiful!!! And the pictures are amazing. I am a sort of follower although my name is not on the side bar...I just love your blog.
The girl who made milk come through your nose, JR'S cousin
Molley; May 28, 2009 at 12:43 AM

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Seeking....

My breath so tender, wondering in the world
of blue, trailing out of the hole of my mouth,
seeking truth out of sticky glue.
I see a world fallen down to it's knees, to some
antichrist I know.....this is the reason that I
bleed....tears seeping from within my soul.
I know this world, is so full of pain, in the mist
of things are snares. I know this world,
so much evil you could gain, is a world that
Christains are rare.
Help me Lord, to rise me up, help me to seek further
truth. I need help so desperately, because Satan: you have
me glued.
Glued to the sin of the world, I know, it's very, very
sad. I never thought about what I have now, could be
so less than what I had.
Sin is nothing more, than a sip of cold beer, fresh taste
leaves you so happy, than the aftermath leads you to tears.
But the aftermath of this poem that I write, gains in me
a spirit.....I know writing this is a gift to my God calling for
help, if I listen close, I can hear it.
Now i'm so full of contempment, I plead to my God for
forgivness. Guess what, he gave it to me.....and
the sin in the world.....I can leave all this!!!

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Choice

A tear seeps from my red eye,
unto the land underneath my feet.
As I stand in torment in vicious blood,
I knew I had to face who I was going to meet.
My life now was never what I thought,
as I stood then just then, aftermath of every
temtation I had faced, each and every bloody sin.
Eyes were red with fire, as I gazed the gory beast,
standing before me with demons behind him,
each one ready for a human feast.
"Come, my child, come unto my name, deny the
man called Christ, deny his name....."
My mind didn't know what to do, I knew this so called
God was true, but even though I understood his grace,
and knew his face, to deny his name, is just a question
I cant place or do.
The beast before me suddenly changed, his whole monstrous
form turned into a human with a hansome face.
All the fire and demons around him, vansihed out of sight,
I could hear them screaming into silent, back in the black
of night.
Suddenly I felt peace with this thing, first a monster, then
a humanbeing. He wrappped his arm around me, with a
smile of an angel, I felt a precence of comfurt with this man
named Satan, a inner feeling untangled.
He said with a voice so soft: "My son, please beleive in me,
please beleive in my name, if you deny Christ for me, just
for me, think of all the peace you can gain...."
My mind was still unclear, thinking about the monster that
he once had been, thinking if he was telling the truth
of enternal peace, enternal peace with him?
I knew before this all happened, I knew God was right beside my heart, I knew I could turn to Him for anything, I knew he and me would never be apart. But now my mind is wondering, wondering is this man named Satan is true, I have heard about a place called hell, a place where demons damn truth.
Suddenly, outside the cacoon I was in with his arms wrapped
around me tight, I felt something above me, smiling down
at me with light.
I looked up, and far away I could see, was a little man in golden glow, a man of eternity, a man of light.
I knew then I was feeling more peace with that little man, than with Satan himself, so then with a smile I eyed the devil,
and denied his name to hell.
Just then, thinking I could now have more peace in my heart, Satan in rage turned to his monstrous form, demons coming back to me hungry, in a cloudy black storm.
Satan jammed me with his green bloody claws, his teeth in roaring along with his eyes, each razor sharp point stabbing my face with a horrible surprise.
Demons began nawing on my feet, everyone of them I could hear stomach's grow, each one was enjoying their feast, as then Satan to the night, howled.
As pain shot through my whole body, a pain no human should feel, I was thinking then I made a mistake, I should've taken anothing hill.
After they chewed off my legs, I cried out to God, just to walk beside him out of hell, but now my legs were both gone, I feel like now i'm being jailed.
After five minutes of gory torment, suddenly Satan made his last stab, and then it killed me instantly, I have nothing in my life now compared to what I had.
After dreary thoughts swarm my head, my body light as a feather, I opened my eyes suddenly, and now I stood in awe at heaven.
After embracing my God with joy, I quickly turned away after I understood, when he wasn't there for me to follow, out of hell after I accepted him like I should.
After a comfurting embrace, by those strong heavenly arms, he whispered to my ear: "My son, you are in no harm, because when you were going through torment, like any other person in the world, when you thought you couldn't follow me out of it, and your mind swirled--"
I intruppted him by giving him a hug, something no
sinner would do.
He smiled and hugged me and fisnished his word. "because when you were lost and seeking my footprints, it was then, that I carried you...."

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