Friday, July 31, 2009
My side is so stiff,
my side is so full of pain.
My side is nothing without the comfurt of your love,
I found it throughout the rain.
Throughout the storm faced in my life,
I found you by my side,
to help me be lifted up from all hell,
I am so glad now you are mine.
I feel like a little child next to you,
my heart as tender as can be.
I feel like grasping your hand through the thunder,
and for you to show me what I could see.
What I could see through the mist,
of the gloom coiling among the trees,
that stops my trail to happiness,
forced on the rock that makes myself me.
I feel like the only person who is left alive,
suffering through tempting hell,
what could I get, besides your side to mine,
NOTHING, that makes me a better male.
NOTHING, but your side to mine...
I love you Jesus
Friday, July 17, 2009
This post is special to me. I want to say that I miss my lost love with all my heart, but now, after all the tears, I want to say, I am over it. Eveylnn, I am over you for good, what you did to me broke my heart, shattered my soul, but, God is now in me so much I just want to return what you did to me, break your heart, by saying, I am happy now without you. You left without saying goodbye, well, that's one thing I am going to say, goodbye, forever. I still miss you, but I am now over all the tears. You leaving me must mean something, that there is someone else out there better than you for me, and I will treat her like I treated you, speical, with love and protection. I am not like all the other boys out there, I am a MAN, and I will never do anything hurtful to anyone like you did to me....
Sunday, July 5, 2009
After the days of countless tears,
after the moment of all the limitless sorrow,
you stand now after all these years,
and you see life's decsion road more narrow.
I cant beleive that your heart wont let anguish go,
let it flee from your inner being.
Why is your mind swirling when it comes to the right road,
what is it that your not seeing?
After time and time I tried to help you, but
you take another path, now since you wont let me help no more,
your life is wondering how long it will last.
Now this day I say I cant take it any loner, your life is
your life, even though your mind sees the right way,
it all leads to horrible strife, and you let the devil
have it's say.
Now I see you looking at a sign in the middle of the road,
which says the word, Happy, with a pointed green arrow.
You stand before it and wondering, wether this sign leads
to satisfaction and out of harm's way.
Baby, all i could tell you is to try it out, and see if
it leads you the right way.
I have had it trying to pursuade you what is right for your life,
I have had it trying to get you to see where protection and love lyes.
All I want you to do now is follow that green arrow, and see for yourself
where your future lyes.
And now, afer weeks of praying, you finally step along the green arrow's
path, finally going to see where it lyes, flee from your horrible past.
And now all I can do is sit here, and see where you will go,
because baby, what you are looking for is protection and love, and you
need it before your old.
Now I sit with a contented smile on my face, as I watch you saunter up the road
Finally, you take a right turn and follow some steps, and what you then face,
is a old wooden door.
On the door where the green arrow took you, says in big letters, happiness
and protection is behind this door, all you have to do is to knock, and wait
till your life to finally soar, flee from all the mock.
With a bit of delight now in your face, you reach out your hand and start
And you wait to see what your going to face, and when it opened, you stood
What was behind that door stood your happiness and protection you always wanted to
see. Baby, I been trying to tell you all these cruical times, that behind that
door is your answer, baby, it's me....